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Taylor has been nominated for International Artist of the Year and International Video of the Year for “Highway Don’t Care” at Australia’s CMC Music Awards!  The winners are chosen by the fans, so head over to the CMC website to cast your votes now!

- See more at: http://www.taylorswiftweb.net/2014/01/09/2014-cmc-music-awards-nominations/#sthash.wtKO6FrB.dpuf
Do I Deserve This -- By The Engineer PDF Print E-mail
Written by Reaper   
Monday, 27 December 2010 04:04

~Do I Deserve This~
Written By: The Engineer

I've only just started to walk
and I'm still learning to talk
Just turned three years old last November
I'm still a little too young to figure out
what it is she wants me to remember

I'm trying to stand tall
oh, but I feel so small
when she begins shouting at me
there's no where to hide
and I'm too scared to try
I brace myself as the blows begin to fall

And I know she won't stop until I cry...
and I wondered...

(Chorus)
Do I deserve this?
Have I really been this bad?
Is this how growing up is supposed to feel?
I try to take everything in stride but
something must be broken inside
I'm far too hurt to be fixed by a kiss
I must deserve this.

Even then I had chances to tell
But I couldn't see a way out of my shell
I was always too scared to move forward
and they all say that God hates a coward
This is why I have nothing left to give
This is why I don't deserve to live
and I still lie awake and wonder late at night

(Chorus)
Do I deserve this?
Have I really been this bad?
Is this how growing up is supposed to feel?
I try to take everything in stride but
something must be broken inside
I'm still too hurt to be fixed by a kiss
I must deserve this.

Looking back, how could I simply not care
as I watched my life passing by
like a seedling through the stormy air
I grew up never knowing how love feels
All this time spent spinning my wheels
Marching on but never getting anywhere

[bridge]
But I'm all grown now, and I'm seeing things more
that had always been invisible to me before

(To Chorus)
Did I deserve this?
Was I ever really that bad?
Was that how growing up was supposed to feel?
I tried to take everything in stride but
something had been broken inside
and I was too hurt to be fixed by a kiss
But for the first time now, I don't think...

I don't think I deserved this.

 

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